If I….

If wrath brings peace, then I’d like to drown in chaos.
If being broken means I’ve loved, then I’d dive into the cliff to feel it.
If leaving is worth my value, then I’d be distant to be at ease.
If soon I’ll come upon regret, then I’d be brave enough to wear my heart on my sleeve.
If I am to lose courage, then I’d bring it out all at once.
If I’d be giving up, I’d like to die instead.
If I am to turn into ash, I’ll let the wind blow me to you.
If there were no second chances, I’d play everything without fear.
If I am to live with what ifs and whys…I’d rather not breathe.
If songs become too painful, I’d kiss the melody under the rain.
If I am to oppose the universe….I know I’ll always end up to having you.