What are your favorite physical activities or exercises?
Abdomen and shoulder toning exercises…it’s something I take seriously.
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What is something others do that sparks your admiration?
The glamourous piece of something that may sound simple, is the hardest to achieve. A smile that holds no sorrow or pain, a genuine smile. I admire people whose smiles are genuinely given, neither crooked nor faked. It’s what I believe to be the key to a more friendly and liveable world, especially when you give it to a random person.
Whenever you smile at random people, they’ll eventually notice that it saves them from thinking badly about life. I feel that too, when someone just randomly smiles at me…so I give my smile back to random people too.
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What’s your favorite cartoon?
It was the very first cartoon(movie) I ever fell in love with, growing up I was not so fond of any cartoons. Until I got my first niece and she got addicted to Barbie stuffs.
When it comes to cartoon series, I’d say The Looney Toons. Bugs Bunny is my favourite character, but not into it that much. Just find it fun watching bunny teeth and witty stints.
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What could you do less of?
If I would be doing something less, that could be loving. I always tend to love someone too much, and sometimes it’s exhausting. Especially when that kind of feeling is not reciprocated, it’s emptying rather than fulfilling.
This time is…perfect to be cautious enough and protect my heart too.
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What positive events have taken place in your life over the past year?
COVID-19 may seem to have caused suffering to the majority of the world’s population, death, isolation, risk, and anxiety. It triggered mental health issues, majority of us were being challenged. It made everyone worry about tomorrow, I tested positive for it last year. I got isolated and not allowed to spend time with family and friends.
Lesson…
Surprisingly, my result and isolation did not scare me or worry me. If there was one thing that I had in mind last year was…BEING POSITIVE WITH COVID-19 made me realize the value of life and its entity. I was alone for a couple of days, I ate alone, slept alone, and everything I did, I did it all alone. I hear no voice from my loved ones.
Positivity…
Being alone and isolated does not necessarily need to be that bad, I get to appreciate what I might taken for granted while I was busy living a busy life. I noticed, in that space where I stayed. There was this flower pot, with dried and chapped soil on it. Then, a sprout of green little thing resurfaced. For a few days, I kept watching that sprout. I watered it every day and even dug the soil so it could continue to grow.
Realization…
I got tested positive, and it gave me a positive feeling. I was not sad, never lonely instead I was grateful. Unlike that tiny green sprout, I know I was given another chance to appreciate life even more. While I heard of my friends dazzled and overwhelmed by the negative effects of Covid-19 on their lives, I was there a year ago. I tested positive with COVID-19 and at the same time I tested positive for my love for life and it’s entity.
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Do you ever see wild animals?
Monkeys, when it’s summer to autumn. Monkeys from the forests come down, food hunting and dominating the city. I saw greys and golds…which I used to see from afar in the zoo, but now it’s becoming common as the season changes.
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If I am to be loved, please take my soul. Drag me into hell, to the unknown and uncertain. Let my skin burn in every touch, with your lips on mine, inflict me with the violence of your love.
If you could take me, pull me closer to you. To your desire, to the deepest of your heart. Fill me in with a breaking pain, both sorrow and vain. For wanting you, like a desire I once knew.
If I am to be loved, let it be you. Let it be your lips, your fingers on my aching skin. Desire me in your every breath, speak of my name in every kiss. Break me, turn me into flakes of your desire.
If I am to be loved, I want it to be you. Your desire to mine, want me like your needs. Drive me to a fantasy, to where there’s just you and me. Desire me like love, love me like desire.
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Do you have a favorite place you have visited? Where is it?
It’s a shrine, which offers peace and tranquillity. A quality “me time”, a perfect place to reconnect with your self. Whenever I am troubled or tired from the bustling city hassles and noise. It’s just perfect….alway my favorite place at any kind of the day.
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Share five things you’re good at.
1. I’m good at giving life to a party, this is due to that one time when I have no idea of how am I gonna treat friends in one setting. I was an introverted type when I was younger, I barely talked, despite that, there were quite a few kids my age who befriended me despite all ends. I don’t know how to do things, one of which is to keep all my few friends entertained or at least I don’t allow any of them to feel out of place. Unfortunately, I did it one time. That one time hit me hard, one of my close friends kept her distance from me saying she hated it when she was pushed into a corner as if she didn’t exist. I felt really bad, from then on. I became so cautious not to let anyone be pushed aside, I tend to give myself to everyone since then. In one setting, no one shall feel isolated or disregarded.
2. Practically good at cooking, nothing beats home-cooked meals. I do quick cooking of everything, and surprisingly it tastes good. My family to my friends all liked how I cooked, at home I could barely step a foot out. They just got me stuck and locked in the kitchen.😑
3. Growing greens, I love plants, trees to flowers. May it be fruit-bearing or flower-bearing ones. I grow any kind of plant, I have the hand of a farmer whose hand could give life to a plant, even those that are destroyed by winter’s cold touch.
4. A good listener, I listen to everything a person tells me. I don’t like it when someone feels bad, and if I could I would try to keep that person feel that he or she is not alone. And whatever trouble she’s got there, I got her or his back. Related to #1, I hate it when people are being left alone or disregarded.
5. I’m good at sorting out people, this may seem a little brutal but I have limits. I hate abusive people, like those who treat me for convenience. I’m patient, I give chances. But if that person tends to make it a habit, after 3 strikes to the maximum of five. I don’t give a fuck anymore and I can just throw trash in the bin, respect me and I respect you. Value me and I’ll value you. Be kind to me and I’ll be kinder to you. If you fail to..then there’s no reason to keep us. Let’s just break up and go on…may it be friends lovers relatives. 😌
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What are your two favorite things to wear?
I appreciate plains over printed, anything that’s black and white is the perfect two for me. Favourite all the time!