Well…

What are your thoughts on the concept of living a very long life?

I only wish to live until 60 years old. Since I was a teenager, I already have this in my head. I don’t wish to reach that part of my life where I don’t remember anything or struggle to remember all, especially those whom I dearly love.

Being sick and ill…

Apart from the fact that my memory will cause me pain, being sick is a no. I have been working well to keep my body healthy and fit at my best. Watching it fall or deteriorate is painful, it’s a thought that I couldn’t imagine becoming real or experiencing in the future.

I wanted to die sane, with a normal memory, I wanted to bid goodbye to the people I treasure the most so they won’t have to suffer a great loss when my time comes. I don’t want to bother anyone when I am sick, I just want people around me to live their lives while I live mine. I want our goodbye to be wonderfully remembered, I wanted to carry on with a clear memory of them with me.