#2: Me & The Dream-World
Being subconsciously conscious…
I rarely dream, and when I do it’s all in the same place. In our old house and my High School, I was stuck there. I always go back there no matter how long I have walked and run, I always go back to the same places, and when I dream of people it’s always those who’re all in my High School or just faceless random people.
Weird & Rare…
Last night was different, the people in my dream had faces. They all have faces. Though I couldn’t remember everyone’s, they’re all of the people I know. There were a lot of people, faces I both had not known and known for a while….and I realized one thing.
Perhaps, the reason why amn’t a dreamer(in my sleep) is that I do not have that much connection with people. Connection to the world? Just this whole 2023, I started building a connection back to the world. But, just like everything that we do. Connections cannot be built overnight, or takes time and it will take a lot of it.
Fascinating…
Whenever I dream, believe me, I am the happiest. I feel so normal and so human, it’s just kind of frustrating when I get to dream of the same things, scenes, faceless people and the same place all the time. I’d caught myself pounding on what I missed during those times, or maybe those were just the most memorable places and faceless faces that had been registered in my subconscious.
Laughable…
Has it ever happened to you, that when you dream of something great and suddenly your bladder just interrupted you and you gotta go back to sleep and frustratingly want to bring that dream back and see how it ends? I have gone through a lot of that, which is more frustrating since it’s the same dream as always and it doesn’t have an ending no matter how many times it already has appeared.
Amusing…..
I have other thought in mind, reason or at least an explanation of why I rarely dream. Most probably, I know how to pacify my head. I don’t have sleepless nights due to bad thoughts or those overthinking kind of thing. I don’t have that, my subconscious must be at peace and contented rather than just empty. It an advantage, for there are others who got nightmares due to overthnking or unsettled thoughts. While I only wish to draw faces on those faceless people, there were others out there who wishes not to dream of the other people’s faces.
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