It’s been weeks already since my head just won’t let me sleep, normally. A person couldn’t sleep due to some thoughts that are playing on his/her head, mine is different though.
I am this type of person who barely dream when asleep, no matter how hard I think of something or someone despirately it just never works. That I consider my sleeping nights to be empty, it’s all but shade of my unconciousness being so unconcious that my subconcious couldn’t even get through.
Recently, I am into this. No thoughts, nothing…but my head just won’t rest. I would stay up so late changing my position for several times, no matter how I do it. It doesn’t work. I am restless…due to this fatal emptiness I am. It’s like my head is running without any direction, it’s like drowing into an ocean of blank space.
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